tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1254205846995262584.post2106317077078269886..comments2023-10-03T06:34:14.980-04:00Comments on Depth Perfection: A few things.Anahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08677125303943923177noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1254205846995262584.post-46517137715705072002009-05-13T02:32:00.000-04:002009-05-13T02:32:00.000-04:00I saw about the thing with wanting to join the sum...I saw about the thing with wanting to join the summer challenge...<br />I think you should. Not just because I made it. Actually, totally because I did, and I am a shameless, shameless attention whore who always wants all the cool kids to play with me. Buuuuuuut at least I'm honest about it.<br />And I'm not posting my picture until I post up my after picture in August. I'm more of a coward than Skinny Love D:! But she looks WAY better than me.<br /><br />I get that feeling a lot--like there's something inherently wrong in me that makes me just...not able to be liked. And with this playing with not eating/Ednos thing I've got going on, it feels exaggerated. Like I'm some leper and if I ever tried to explain it to someone, they'd scoff at me and make it out to be nothing.<br /><br />Here I feel like I can connect with people in an honest way. Like I don't have to hide this part of me that feels dirty, and like I start to fail, I have a place I can go and fall apart, and not have people make it worse by telling me I'm doing it wrong, you know? It gives me strength to see others succeed, and makes me want to succeed too.<br /><br />It makes me want to do this, so I can show them and everyone that it can be done, and so I can show them that when they give so much help and so many words of strength, that it's not misplaced. I want to make them proud. Isn't that silly?<br /><br />I agree on the new Uhura bit. She was hot in the old episodes. But, I like girls, and my first loves were Marilyn Monroe and Bettie Page. They were not the tiny women of today. Marilyn Monroe was a 14, I think?<br />Audrey Hepburn was much thinner, and my current obsession, but yeah.<br /><br />There was a different definition of sexy then. A better one, I think. If you look up CeCe LaRue, you'll see the old definition still in place. She's a sexy, beautiful woman, who wears it proudly, and she's modern XD I mean, she's still a model. But yeah. You gotta look her up to see it XD I've posted thinspo with her before, because in some pics she's that perfect middle ground between too thin and too big, and yeah. Very classic. Hard to explain.<br /><br />And I just rambled to you. I'm so sorry! <br />Good luck, bb! I'll be looking for more updates :3 ♥ ♥PrettyWreckhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10570833366699365533noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1254205846995262584.post-37892009273151413102009-05-12T22:36:00.000-04:002009-05-12T22:36:00.000-04:00Lol, it was me who was ogling over the new Uhura. ...Lol, it was me who was ogling over the new Uhura. <br />At times I wish that the "perfect woman" was one with a Marilyn Monroe figure....<br /><br />I think you should take on the challenge, regardless of you being wary ;]<br /><br />It did take a while for me to muster up enough "courage" to post those photos. But I want to be as honest as possible, you know?skinny lovehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04551701946154792960noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1254205846995262584.post-85313749126676888892009-05-12T04:23:00.000-04:002009-05-12T04:23:00.000-04:00the difference between those two pictures... it's ...the difference between those two pictures... it's crazy. we live in a fucked-up world. *sigh*monicahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01025573763514479448noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1254205846995262584.post-64955967295547212272009-05-12T03:41:00.000-04:002009-05-12T03:41:00.000-04:00Can totally relate. People in real life are all pr...Can totally relate. People in real life are all pretty screwed up, and we all walk around with our masks on competing and judging one another.<br /><br />In this community masks come off, people tell the truth, and strangely enough it amalgamates into a great big love-in! You're right about it feeling "behind the scenes" - this is what life is really like for us and we all support each other through it because we all understand it.Pascohttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07378294844687030241noreply@blogger.com