Monday, February 15, 2010


I failed so incredibly hard yesterday, that I absolutely deserve all the miserable abdominal issues I'm having today.

I'm disgusting.

My weight was up by two pounds, but I suspect most of that is bloat and digesting food.

And I'm going to remember how I feel today. I'm going to remember how sickening unhealthy foods seem right now. How queasy I've been all day, how tired, how miserable. How much of a fat cow I feel like.

I'm disgusted by myself.

And water water water.

I'm not going to fuck up like this again any time soon, I promise you all this.

Love you girls.


  1. We love you too! I've failed too - I had french fries and a milkshake from McDonalds last night after getting drunk.

    I'm SO ashamed.

    We'll bounce back together!


  2. thanks for the comment, personally i prefer gemma when she was tiny but i cant publicy say that on my blog lol.
    and dont worry we all have days like this, but tomorrow is a new day, stay positive :) x