It's a couple days later, and I'm feeling a lot better. My dad doesn't really stay mad, even though he gets mad so easily. Also, the sh*tbag is in jail for the time being, for hitting it's girlfriend. So two problems seem dormant for the time being.
I really appreciate the responses I got to my last post. You girls are awesome. And I do need a job. I guess I've got a million excuses. Mainly social anxiety and transportation.
I went to the mall with my boyfriend today, too - and I discovered Forever21. I had no idea they were so cheap, from the outside they look pricey! But they're full of really cute, affordable things. So I have new favorite store. I bought my new favorite dress there, only $12.80. Oh, I found it online, you can see it
HERE The model is thinner than me, but at the same time I think it looks better on me...How often do I get to say that?
I don't know if I could shop anywhere else, now. lol.
And mall exercise is pretty amazing, too. We didn't stay long, though.
I think I figured out why I've been snacking so much. I think it's a salt craving, because I drink so much water all at once in a day - my electrolytes are out of wack or something. I ended up eating a ton of popcorn and snack mix the other day, and when I got home, it was the first night in a while I had none of the usual urge to binge. A failure led to a discovery.
So all I need to do is consume more salt to avoid consuming so much junk.
Maruchan instant lunches here I come! haha
Cravings are an irritating thing, aren't they? Not being able to identify them makes binges happen.
Tonight I'm doing pretty well.
I know my body just a little better.
<3 I love you girls!
I promise to work on my situation. Now that I don't have to worry about school for a while, I have no excuse not to.