And the thing about House is, every woman on the show shows chest
but they don't have cleavage
they have a minimum of three visible chest ribs (showing above the low cut shirts, I mean. I'm sure there are more).
I've mentioned before that I make a game of counting ribs. I want ribs. It bugs the hell out of me that this is supposed to be sexy though. Seriously, watch an episode sometime, if you're not already familiar with it. I feel confident that every woman on the show has some sort of eating disorder.
Anyways, things have been dramatic with my boyfriend, but I think things are okay for now.
School started and I have structure in my life again.
Once my period ends I'm going to start hitting the gym again.
and then I can get off this awful plateau, and sleep better and maybe stop feeling like a complete horrific failure.
Honestly, the girls around school are stunningly thin. It's a spectacle sometimes. One girl, I saw her walking down the hall. There must have been an inch and a half gap between her thighs as she was walking. Epic thinspo. She made me feel so big.
Okay. I need to drink heaps of water and hit the sack.
yeah man, the women on House are amazing thinspo. my boyfriend thinks i'm watching it for the brilliant writing. haha. i mean, there's that too, but mainly its "hello, can i look like Thirteen? Please?!?!"
ReplyDeleteanother fantastic source of moving picture thinspo is the film Factory Girl starring Sienna Miller as Edie Sedgwick. watch that and you won't eat for days :)
It's like that for me at school. I look at every single girl and try to decide: Ana, Mia, Normal...EDNOS? I can't help but wonder, I think when you, yourself have an ED you kinda suspect EVERYBODY does! And then you wonder if they guess you have one [too]!
ReplyDeleteThose tiny lil things at school do make me super motivated and are a total appetite killer/make me feel guilty for eating much of anything.
XO